F u c k L i f e

WK rejected me. Game Over.


I wish I could only be as happy as this:

Swoon on Paper Monster

Ugh, Swoon is selling all this work of hers for her "Floating Cities" project. I want to join them soooo bad, but even more I want to buy one of her prints!
This one is absolutely beautiful. Out of my price range, though...(a fat $700!)

Midwest Blows

Dear god, this song is making me sink.
I love you Joni but you're tearing my heart out.
Still distraught over being stuck in michigan....

Although I was supposed to know awhile ago about WK12, still no answer....I'm guessing they are ignoring my emails because I didn't get in. I'm pretty crushed.

For the past few years I've wanted to live out west. God dammit.
Damn Damn Damn Damn!!! I just want to meet other cool creative people and work together and make awesome shit!! I know if i was only just given a chance I'd exceed anyone's expectations...why haven't I been given a chance!
I guess the only thing to do (besides slipping into depression & insomnia) is to work work work work.
And that's what I'll do. Until someone can validate my self worth and hire me or collaborate with me.

Hell, if Jack & I do spend some time in Lithuania ever like we want to, I just found a SWEET motion graphics/design place! Maybe I could intern there...oooo...

Body & Street Art United...as they should be.

What an awesome project. This guy is donating his body to street art tattoo!
I wish I would've thought of this first, very jealous indeed.

Reel 2009 from Emily on Vimeo.

Brasil Brasil Brasil Brasil....

I love their work in the land of Brasil. This is a trip I must make like Mecca.
Bruno 9Li is phenomenal.

Still waiting to hear back from WK12, god I will piss my pants if I get in. Imagining the creative energy excites me. Just being able to work with other creative people gets me excited to breathe air. Oh, to be part of a team is what I want. Put me in the zoo.



Also, looks like Iowa legalized gay marriage. And California just banned it. Can anyone explain what the fuck happened here???
My world is upside-down.